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[10 Oct 2006|10:07pm]
one moment..experience..night..feeling.. has just helped me to grow up. now its your turn. get over it..we're not kids anymore.
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[27 Jul 2006|12:10am]
ive never been so content with my life.
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[23 Jun 2006|10:54pm]
my head is so messed up.
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[19 Jun 2006|08:28pm]
I like how im treated like im 12.
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[23 May 2006|04:11pm]
"i walk around the school hallways and look at the people.
i look at the teachers and wonder why they're here.
if they like their jobs,

or us.

and i wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen.
not in a mean way.

in a curious way.

it's like looking at all the students & wondering who's had their heart broken that day,
and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that.
or wondering who did the heart breaking.

and wondering why."
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[09 May 2006|06:43pm]
Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world

"Excuse me, sir,
But I have plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right"
My reply:
"Excuse me, miss
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me
And exactly who you're talking to?"

She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me"
I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully"
Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets

"You make it sound so easy to be alive
But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day
When everything inside me has died?"
My reply:
"Trust me, girl
I know your legs are pleading to leap
But I offer you this easy choice-
Instead of dying, living with me"

She said, "Are you crazy? You don't even know me."
I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon hopefully"
Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets

I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
And all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough
I could stand here all night trying to convince you
But what good would that do?
My offer stands, and you must choose

"All right, you win, but I only give you one night
To prove yourself to be better than my atttempt at flight
I swear to god if you hurt me I will leap
I will toss myself from these very cliffs
And you'll never see it coming"
"Settle, precious, I know what you're going through
Just ten minutes before you got here I was going to jump too"

Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets
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[03 Apr 2006|04:44pm]
Have you ever prayed to the night sky?
Under one of them cold street lights?
Watched another stolen car drive then lose your hope and say "This is where I'll die"?
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[02 Apr 2006|08:40pm]
I'm changing my ways.
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[05 Feb 2006|01:55pm]
The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.The Spill Canvas.



















TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.TODAY.
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[14 Jan 2006|03:54pm]

 

 

My prom dress..Buuuttt mines in a weird green.. kay thanks :0)

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[12 Jan 2006|08:12am]
so umm nothings blocked in school today?!?!? WOOAHAHAHA
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[30 Dec 2005|04:45pm]
Post a secret.. any secret.. anonymously of course.
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[29 Dec 2005|02:49pm]

Majorly Massive photo post.. most of these are super old but whatever.

 

 

times ten )

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[28 Dec 2005|07:46pm]
So um.. I burned myself twice today.. once with my straightener which I have NEVER felt so much pain in my life. and then I had to go to work and I burned myself with coffee which was just ANNOYING as hell. and people in general just annoyed me as hell today. ANNNNNNNNNNNNNDDD I got paid today. but most of it is going to mom because I have to pay her back for christmas. and some of its going to my prom savings.so in the end I will have only $83. buuuuttt whatever because Ill have that and a bunch of gift certificates from christmas... so that means shopping with Miss April sometime this weekend or monday??? wooahahaha




This vacations sucked times ten. I havent hung out with anyone because either Im shopping with mom or Im friggen working.


so who wants to hang out sometime in the next....... 5 days?
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[26 Dec 2005|05:27pm]
Hey there green eyes you are just in time,
You're under my knife.
I will clean you up and show you then to all of my friends
And we will walk around town hand in hand,
To show them you're mine
And I will write you some rock and roll song that goes something like this...

Whoa-oh hey green eyes,
Whoa-oh just in time,
Whoa-oh I am all that you need

Hey there brown hair you will compliment my image this week,
And we will get along just fine as long as you never speak.
And I'll try not to break your heart darling if you keep smiling.
I'll just keep you on the shelf
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[23 Dec 2005|10:52pm]
Nobody knows..............






















...but Im going to be a super hero.
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[22 Dec 2005|03:24pm]
New favorite bands= The Veronica's, Cute is what we aim for,Claps your hands say yeah.

so Ive come to the conclusion that I love this guard AND band more then anything and nothing can take their place.


Prom is sometime in March.... and I still have yet to find a date.. LAME TIMES A KAZILLION!@#$%^&*


Oh and because I told him i'd write this paragraph about him. Theres this boy alex. and hes a big loser. and likes to read my journal and then makes fun of me for the things I say. you're kinda lame ;-)









Eyeliner and a famous designer brand
Your mind is a moment to be stamped
Expressed tried and true
Just look, look at you
So pretty and perfect
Due to your steady hand
I know where that make up will land
Apply that lip-gloss like it’s your job
You know you’re his heartthrob

You wanna know what you got
I got a plan we can’t get caught
There’s no chance in hell we’ll stop
No, I think not

Pinching with a moment so tight
Undone and looking just right
No not tonight
No not tonight
A smeared kiss
A moment missed
Are you upset with this?

You wanna know what you got
I got a plan we can’t get caught
There’s no chance in hell we’ll stop
No, I think not

Body language is something that you feel
It’s just too real to be concealed
Body language is something that you learn
And you just can’t get taught
We’ll never get caught

No I’m not telling
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[18 Dec 2005|04:51pm]

yep.. uh huh

 

 

its not enough its not enough its not enough )

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[16 Dec 2005|09:29pm]
And so typically
And so typically
Soft, set back and perfectly dropped
Tough and learn, and so perfectly taught
I am as he does
You are as she was
And that’s because
And that’s because
But you never try
But you never try
Cause conflict and make your top pick
Restitch my ripped jeans
And take the old ones
Take the old ones out back
Sew them tight at the seams please
I’ve got so many ripped knees

I’m selfish as selfish as comes
You’re giving me a run for my money
Honey

This is a hint that you take
And you pull and you find a way to get out of what you got yourself into
But when you try
But when you try to get out you’ll never find
That most definitely I will be attracted to you
If you pick my left side
Because you know how we do

I’m selfish as selfish as comes
You’re giving me a run for my money
Honey




uh huh thats right.. new favorite band.
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[03 Dec 2005|11:42pm]
sometimes I fucking hate you.. alot.
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